Saturday, December 30, 2017

Day 431

Well, this is my last post on my blog. Don’t panic. This is my last post on my blog for 2017. I won’t be able to write any further in 2017. Another year passed on. With some bitter memories and some sweet memories. I won’t analysis that. everyone has some bitter and sweet memories of the gone year and hope and expectations for the coming year.
But I would like to say that at the end of the 2017, Pakistan has shown its inhuman and pathetic face to the entire world. But its saying that it has shown its humanitarian and sympatric face. Yes, I’m talking about the recent meeting of Khulbhusan Jadhav with his mother and his wife in Islamabad. Yes, I know you have been watching this over the TV and reading about this in newspapers. So, you might be knowing that Pakistani government and Pakistani media has really insulted Khulbhusan Jadhav’s family. But I think that not only they have insulted Khulbhusan Jadhav’s family but they have insulted India as well. In the case of Khulbhusan Jadhav, Pakistani government is lying again and again. Pakistani agencies have kidnapped Khulbhushan Jadav from Iran. But Pakistani government is saying that Pakistani army has been arrested Jadhav in Baluchistan in Pakistan. Then surprisingly, Jadhav was sentenced to death by Pakistani army court. Pakistani government and agencies are framing Jadhav as a RAW spy and agent who was leaking information to the Indian government.
Indian government has accepted that Khulbhusan Jadav is an Indian national. But indian government has denied the alleged charge that Jadav is an indian spy. Since then, indian government is counter fighting all the moves of Pakistani government. Indian government has proved that indeed Khulbhusan Jadav was in indian navy. But he has taken volunteer retirement and had his own legitimate business in Iran. Pakistani allegation of Jadhav being an indian spy was ruled out. Pakistani government released the video tape of Jadhav in which its shown that Jadhav is accepting that he is an indian spy and is working as per indian government’s instructions. But its clearly seen in the video that he is speaking as if he is reading his statement which is being displayed behind the camera. Indian government has approached International Court of Justice to hold the death sentence to Khulbhushan Jadhav. Indian government got success there. Indian government has gone through every possible channel to bring justice to Khulbhusan Jadav. Recently I saw the speech of Mrs Sushma Swaraj which she gave in Rajya Sabha. She described the condition of Khulbhusan Jadhav’s mother and wife. This really shows the pathetic mindset and behaviour of not only Pakistani government and its agencies but also of Pakistani media. I have never seen the worst category of media like Pakistani media. Taunting and humiliating an old woman isn’t a applaudable thing. Its true that no where it was seen that Jadhav’s wife was having any spy camera in her footwear but Pakistani agencies saw that when they arrived at the meeting venue. Why no body discovered that at the Pakistani airport?

Pakistani government and its agencies are telling lies since they have caught Khulbhusan Jadhav in illegal way. Since then they are trying to show themselves as right and everything else wrong. I think Pakistani government and its agencies are planning something big and nasty. They are trying to hide with the Jadhav’s case. It’s true that Indian government is engaged on diplomatic front in case of Khulbhushan Jadhav. But there must be some hidden thing. I’m not saying this aimlessly. We all remember the famous bus ride of then Indian Prime Minister, Mr Atal Bihari Vajpayee and then we saw Kargil war. In the last, I would like to say that in the coming new year I wish to see the release of Khulbhushan Jadhav from Pakistani jail and I pray for prosperity and happiness for everyone.  

Monday, December 18, 2017

Day 430

Today, final counting of votes is going on in Gujarat and Himachal Pradesh. At both the states, the fight is tight between Congress and BJP. But in spite of that, BJP is going to form in both the states. Festive mood is in the party office of BJP. On various news channels, various leaders are giving their opinions and anchors are busy in handling the talk shows between two leaders of Congress and BJP.  
Well, this time, BJP has managed to form the government for the consecutive sixth time but it has gone done in terms of number of seats. Last time, BJP was having 116 seats but this time it has come down to 98 seats. This means Congress was successful in penetrating the few places which were strong points for BJP. This is an alarming thing for the BJP. In democracy, they can’t take it anything for granted. I think they have to deliver the good work to the people of Gujrat if they want to be in power in 2022. But they have clean swiped the house in Himachal Pradesh. Unfortunately, their Chief Minister candidate has lost the election but they will manage with that. its their headache that how they will tackle with their problem.
I was going through some records. Well, in 2014, when Narendra Modi became Prime Minister then opposition parties said that its due to the Modi wave which was created by BJP to gain the majority. But I didn’t stand with their statement. Actually, people wanted to have change from the ten years continuous rule of Congress. A lot of scams happened during that regime. All of us know about those scams so I’m not going in details of that. public were unhappy with the Congress rule. This sentiment was encashed by the BJP. After that, Modi government has changed many things. Modi’s foreign tours were made as joke by the Congress led opposition parties. They said that Modi is interested in foreign tours only. But those tours have improved India’s image in world stage.
But after three and half years, down the line, I’m seeing another thing. Modi wave haven’t faded with the passage of time. Its going on and on. Opposition parties tried to get Modi government on demonetization and GST and other things but instead of that people are voting for BJP. After 2014, total in 18 states elections were conducted. Congress managed to get 2 states while BJP got 11 states. In total of 29 states, Congress is limited to just 4 states and BJP is in 18 states. Out of 18 states, in 14 states, BJP is having clear majority and in 4 states its junior coalition party. This itself shows that how much Congress led opposition parties are trying but Modi wave isn’t going to fade so soon.

Friday, December 15, 2017

Day 429

Well, yesterday, I was thinking that how much money matters in one’s life? You may think that what’s the rubbish and stupid question is this. You are free to think anything. But what I think is something different. Its true that money is required to run the daily routine. You need to have money to pay the rent or to make a house to live. You need money to have clothes to wear. You need money for grocery so that you can have your meal. You need money for the vehicle for your transportation. From basic needs to luxury, you need money. But is money required for love between family members? Is money required for true friendship? Is money required for hatred and jealousy? The simple answer is no. then why the world has become so greedy for money.
Its true that everyone wants to have money for the present daily requirement as well as some money in reserve for the future requirement. There is no harm in that. But isn’t that greed is making one isolated from his family and friends. Indeed, in this technological period we have smart phones and we have numerous social networking sites where we are in touch of everyone. But when was the last time with your family where you have spent more time with them rather than getting busy with smart phones. Its very tough to remember. So, what kind of life we are spending now? Where are we heading? Sometimes I think that childhood and college life was much better.
Its true that that at that point of time, our aims were different. But they were honest. At that time, we used to think that I have to become a successful person. I’ll have a huge house, an expensive car and lots of bank balance. Those thoughts were pure. But after coming in professional life, those aims aren’t fulfilled but our intentions become just to have money. For that we sacrifice our health also. But when we fell ill then that money is gone. Somewhere in the middle, we lost the art of balancing the life.

Tuesday, December 12, 2017

Day 428

Yesterday, I just sat and closed my eyes for few minutes. I began to concentrate on a single point. That time many thoughts began to come in the mind. I won’t call them thoughts. They were memories. Some were painful memories and some were pleasant. But I wasn’t trying to revise my memories. I was just trying to focus. I admit that I failed in doing that. But when I opened my eyes then I felt very light and relived. After that, I was able to concentrate on my work. I think I have to do this activity more often.
Today also I’m having a lot of work at hand. New assignments are being given daily. Previous works aren’t coming to end. Don’t know how to cope up with all these works. So, I’m taking a little break to have writing on the post to be done. Don’t know why but I’m feeling happy and energetic today. Even though the work pressure and few personal problems are in my hand but I’m feeling happy. As if I’m going to have something but I’m clueless about the thing.
For the past few days, I was thinking something. But I don’t know how to express that. Actually, I was thinking about intuitions. Many times, I have observed that in dreams I have seen something. Few days later, I have found those dreams true. Good dreams and bad dreams are irrelevant right now. I’m not going in to the knowing the meaning of those dreams. I’m just asking that whether those dreams were intuitions. A signal of the future. Right now, I’m getting a feeling that something good is going to happen. Is this feeling intuition?
It might have happened with you also. You might have got a sensory excitement of something and then you might have the good feeling of something good happening or you might have the bad feeling of something bad happening. You don’t have control over it but it happens. Same thing is with me today. I know I may sound abstract or mad to you but I’m just telling you a point. The thing which happened with me. There are many things which may be common in between us. I mean you might have felt in the same way at some point of time as I’m feeling today.

Monday, December 11, 2017

Day 427

Its almost three weeks since I wrote my last post. Time flies very smoothly and very fast. Well, I was busy in some other works. Couple of times, I sat down to write also. But as usual, I wasn’t having any topic to write. So, I drop the idea. This is the main thing which is disturbing me. Why I always face the same problem? Why don’t I get ideas when I sit to write? Whenever I’m extremely busy and I’m very much occupied then only why do get the urge to write?
These things are there always happening. Rather say that this is happening with me for the last couple of months. I have observed that whenever I get urge to write then I’m extremely busy for three to four days a week. By the time, I get free then the idea doesn’t come to my mind. What’s the reason behind this? Is this a signal that again I have to be silent for a long time? Well, if this is the case then I won’t let it happen. No matter what. I’ll write. Whether there is any idea in my mind or not.
Actually, these days, a lot of work load is on me. That’s why sometimes I don’t get time to write and sometimes I don’t get ideas to express. Actually, when I finish a work then another work comes to me. That’s why I’m unable to coup up with the things. In this process, the writing is being hampered. I don’t know how to manage all these things? Sometimes, I think that student life was best. I used to get time to write also. But in the last two and half years, life has become hectic.
Someone has truly said that no body gets what he desires. Same thing is with me. I want to have time for my hobbies also but I’m not getting the time. May be due to that I’m feeling frustrated today. I don’t know how get this frustration out of my mind.

Saturday, November 18, 2017

Day 426

It has been more than a fortnight since I wrote my last blog. I know again I’m becoming irregular in writing the post. Numerous times I have written that I’ll be regular. But every time my words have gone in vain. I really don’t know how to keep the pace with the time. Well, these days I don’t have any major topic on which I really want to write. So, I’m writing whatever is coming in my mind. I know it doesn’t bother you whatever I write. It’s because you don’t even care to read the post I write.
Well, last night, I was doing something in my room. I found few novels which were kept in a corner of the room. Although I have read those novels many times, but each time I feel that I’m reading the novel for the first time. Sometimes, I wonder that how the writers create such a scene that keeps the reader attracted towards the novel. How they write the fictional scenes which looks like real? Sometimes or rather say that occasionally it becomes tough for me to write a simple post on my blog. Well, I don’t feel ashamed in admitting that I get attracted by fictional novels but course books never attracted me when I was in school and college.
Sometimes I feel that I should have done friendship with them so that I could have got better grades at least. But in school days, I used to enjoy the moment with friends. Recently I met few of my old school friends. We all have changed a lot but in our memory we were same. That day, time ran out shortage but our talks didn’t. We were discussing the present day and our school days. Life has become hectic for all. But old friendship memories never die.

Monday, October 23, 2017

Day 415

Well, it has been a long time since I wrote my last post. At that point of time, I was full of negativeness and unknown fear was gripping me all the time. Since then till today, my mood has swing a lot. Ten days after my last post, my mood was good but I was in hectic mode. After that, again the fear and negativeness gripped me. Today, I’m in mixed mood.  
Actually, now I have surrendered myself to God and Time. I know that God has already decided about my fate. I don’t know what he has decided but he always gives me options to deal with the situations. Whenever I chose wrong decision then as a result wrong things begin to happen with me. But whenever I chose right decision then as a result right things begin to happen with me. But in this month, my right decision turned to be wrong and wrong things happened with me. This led me to anxiety and nervousness. That’s why I was full of negativity. So, I have left all things on time.
That’s why I’m a bit tension free. But I don’t know about tomorrow. Let’s see what happens tomorrow. Somewhere I have read that every new day brings new beginning. You can say that I’m being optimistic. But according to me, I’m trying to become a positive person. But whenever, I’m stuck in crisis I get a bit tensed and stressed.  That time, I get confused and I don’t know what to do and what not to do. That time I try to calm down myself by pacing in the room. Sometimes, it works and sometimes it doesn’t works. You can say that I’m talking rubbish and like a fool. But what to do? Today, I’m a bit stress free that’s why I’m able to write this post. Otherwise I was so much mentally disturbed that I was having time but I wasn’t able to concentrate on writing. Leave writing a meaning post I wasn’t able to write like today also.
But for the sake of writing, I’m writing today. I don’t want to break the rhythm of writing. That’s the main motive for sitting today. I thought that I should write once in a week if not daily. But the past one and half months have made me such a person that I wasn’t able to write even once in a month. I just want to get rid of this situation and habit. I want to write like I wrote in 2012. When no topic was there in my mind then also, I used to write my daily activities. I wish I could continue that habit.

Wednesday, October 4, 2017

Day 414

Well, it has been almost a month since I wrote my last blog. It happened due to my professional and personal commitments as well as due to festive mood. I would like to wish you a belated Happy Dusshara. I know that it’s my fault that I haven’t written a single word but as I told you that I was extremely busy. On few occasions, I have tried to write but I wasn’t successful. Actually, in the past one month, I have gone through various frustrating situations which have leaded me down.
On every front, I have seen failure only. I tried a lot to come up to expectations of everybody but I wasn’t successful. The failure leads me to more disappointment and frustration along with irritation. Even today, I’m having pressure on me. But I’m trying my best to overcome every problem with suitable solution. Actually, this is a very tough time for me and I’m trying to come out of it. Failure is giving me a lesson that in downfall nobody trusts you.  
Well, that’s another thing. It also happened that I sat to write but wasn’t having anything to write. There have been few things which have stopped me from writing further. I don’t know what that was. I don’t what happens to me when I sat to write but couldn’t write. But today I didn’t want to skip writing. A long time has passed which is creating dissatisfaction in me. Actually I felt that when I’m not writing then I’m missing something.
Well, writing extempore like this also continues my writing feeling. Actually, it gives me a sense of creativity. This creativity leads to satisfaction whenever I see my blog. Whenever I see gap in writing then I feel dissatisfaction. Now I’ll try to be continuing in writing.

Wednesday, September 6, 2017

Day 413

I know you haven’t missed me in the last five days. It’s not a comment. It’s the truth which I have accepted. I was busy in my personal as well as professional life. There has been hectic schedule which didn’t allow me to write much because my attention and energy were consumed in other works. Well, that also was necessary. Today, I don’t have much to write. Today, I just want to go down the memory lane.
Yesterday was Teacher’s day. I won’t give lecture about the history about Teacher’s day. But I would like to talk about my educational days and my teachers. School is the second place after home where we gain knowledge. I know that school and colleges are known as educational institutes. But education is just reading books but its teachers who convert the education into knowledge. Everything is written in the text books but its teachers who tell us about the true meaning whatever written in the text books. I think many of us have bunked school and colleges but I haven’t seen any teacher who has bunked their duty. Never. Because a teacher never turns down his or her responsibility of spreading the light of knowledge to the students. Students do change every year but the teacher is same. Students passed out of the school and college but a teacher never retires. Even after completing the term with school or college, a teacher always inspire his or her students.
Luckily, I have got few great teachers in school whom I adore a lot. It has been two decades since I passed out from the school but till date I have been learning new things from those teachers. In this technological era, I’m connected with them through social networking sites. On the social networking site also, I’m getting new things and new thoughts from them. I know that I can’t repay to my teachers. This is the debt which I can’t repay. In college and while doing MBA, I met many teachers but I met selective teachers who are my favourite. But all my school teachers are my favourite.   I would just say that it’s because of my teachers that I’m where I have reached. Simply saying thank you to them won’t pay the debt. But still I would like to say thank you to all my teachers.

Thursday, August 31, 2017

Day 412

Well today, I don’t have anything in my mind. Today again I’m topic less. Sometimes, I feel bore about writing without topic. But today, I think I’m going to enjoy topic less writing. Actually, whenever the situation used to go out of my hand or if my plans didn’t work then I used to get irritated. But today, I have left it on my life. Now I’m at the back seat and life is at the driver seat. Today, in spite of having tension and hectic schedule, I’m not feeling irritated. Surprisingly I’m feeling relaxed. Maybe change of mindset is the reason behind this. Until yesterday, I was on the driver seat and life was in the back seat.
Actually, last night, I was video surfing on my smart phone. Yes, these days phones have become smart phones and humans have become dumb from smart. I know you might feel offended and will curse me about my statement. But it’s a reality. In modern time, we have totally become dependent on our smart phones for everything. Smart phones aren’t just for calling and text messages but a lot of features are being added to it. Now we can have video calling and can watch videos of our choice. Along with that, we have planner on our phones were we are feeding the important dates such as birthdays, anniversaries, important meetings etc. That’s why I said that phones have become smarter and humans have become dumb.
Anyway, continuing on my last statement that yesterday night, I was video surfing on my smart phone. There I saw a small video about control on life. The orator has said it very nicely but his message was bold and loud. Human life is based on expectations which we call us our planning. But if we don’t get the desired result based on our planning then we gets irritated and frustrated. Then we begin to look in to the past. Our previous works or actions come in our mind when we get success. So, in this confusion, life comes to stand still or life ends. The orator illustrated example also. If a person wants to climb a mountain then he makes a plan about how to climb the mountain. But does he climb the mountain peak with the same plan? Obviously not. The plan made at the base of the mountain takes turns while climbing the mountain. The main thing which matters is the final destination and that’s climbing the mountain.
After watch this video for few minutes, I realised that this message has a deep meaning. Maybe due to this I have changed my mind set. But in reality, I’m really feeling happy. If I talk about the message, then this is reality of human being. Everyone is trapped in his or her ambitions, goals and desire. To achieve those goals, we are ignoring the basic things in our lives. Let’s take example of our lives. How tension free we were in our childhood? We used to get everything which we desired. Our parents fulfilled all those things. We didn’t bother that how they managed to got those things. It’s true that we are doing the same for our next generation also. But there is so much difference. The commodities are same but the prices have shoot up.
Then in our school days, pressure was on us to excel in academics so that we will have better life. In college, that pressure was intensified. But we managed that also. Due to that we are at our current position. But are we really satisfied with that? No, we aren’t. We want more. I’m not saying that achieving the goal is a bad thing. It’s a good thing. What I’m saying is not to get trapped in the goal chasing. Sometimes it’s good to follow our heart instead of mind. Then we get internal peace and happiness. That’s the thing which matter most.
Even I’m facing the same professional pressure as you are. Working extra hours, fulfilling every task, waiting for appraisal and increment, getting scolding from seniors just like you. In the last ten days, these all things were happing with me. That’s why I was more tensed because I was giving my best but due to team work or some other external factors I was at the receiving end of anger of my seniors. But today, I just changed my mindset and did the same things with ease. The positive energy inside me is driving me to balance professional and personal life.  

Day 433

Time flies very fast. Time control everything but no one can control time. I was thinking about the time. Actually, time is the thing whic...