Sometimes I
think that the best part of human life is the childhood. A phase of life when
you don’t have any load, responsibility and pressure. But it’s the law of the
nature that time never stops and you have to grow up. Actually, the
professional work pressure is keeping me engaged and drained of ideas. This is
the reason due to which I’m not able to keep up with the time in writing the
post. I don’t have any other option also. I have to look in to my professional
duty. Actually, this is the common thing now in the world. Professional duty is
making the life hectic and a bit monotonous. Every person is feeling like
trapped in the professional life. Its not just with me. There is a long list of
pending things which I have been keeping for personal life.
When I
return from office then I think that what should I do when I don’t have any
professional work? Frankly speaking I don’t get any answer. This makes me
irritated and frustrated. Sometimes I think that this irritation and
frustration is making me duller and stopping me from writing. Well, this wasn’t
the case with me couple of years ago. I don’t know what’s happening to me. I’m
not getting any answer also. Something is there which is forcing me not to
write regularly and I’m unable to find that something. Everyday, a lot of
things are happening in this world which gives idea to write but the main thing
is the time management. I think that the passion of writing is going out of me.
I’m feeling this that if this phenomenon will continue then its going to be bad
thing.
I think this is happening with everyone in their life.
Writing is my hobby. Even you must be having some hobby. But are you giving it
proper time and attention which you want to give? It’s a common thing now. Now
a days, professional life has taken the driver’s seat in our life. Personal
life has been limited to our family only that is our parents, spouse, children
and brothers and sisters. We have lost control over other things. Our
professional colleagues have become our friends. Our childhood and college
friends have become extinct for us. We may have their names and contacts in our
mobile phones or maybe they are in our list in our social networking sites. But
when was the last time when you have dialled your old friend and have talked
with him or her for a long time without any work? I don’t think that it has
happened. Even this is happening with me also.
Basically, our life is becoming a machine life.
Surprisingly, we aren’t fully aware of it. Six days in a week, we are getting
up early in the morning to get ready for our office. We are spending more than
one third of our days’ time in office. Sometimes more than that. Then at last,
we are leaving office for home. After reaching home, we are tired and
irritated. But we have to make ourselves ready to face the family members. Kids
are having their expectations that in evening our parents will talk with us.
Our parents will expect that we will give some time to them. While living with
them gets the night and its sleeping time again. Seriously speaking, we don’t
have time for the six days in the week. There is only Sunday when we wish to
wake up late. But we have only one day in the entire week when we pay attention
to our household works. So, where is the time for the enjoyment with family?
There must be many of you who are living away in
different cities away from your parents and siblings. Well, I’m living away
from my family. I’m still single so there is no question of going back to room
where spouse and children will be there. So, I use to spend time while roaming
here and there but still I feel loneliness. It may be due to this reason that a
question often comes in my mind. What am I doing right now? What’s the aim of
my life? Am I satisfied with the life I’m living? The clear answer is no. I
wished to go to nearby temple to spend some time there so that I can have some
peace there. But unfortunately, that’s also not happening. Loneliness is the
main companion with me. But with you there must be some another reason. You may
be having your family with you but you may be having some other reasons to get
worried or irritated. Like working extra hours to finish the job of some one
else. Like being victim of the office politics. Or it may be not getting the
desired increment or promotion. There must be some reason due to which even you
are disturbed and feel loneliness. Don’t hesitate in telling your emotions in
the comment box. May be, you will feel a bit relaxed after telling your emotion.
I won’t come with any answer to your problem. But I’m confident that you will
feel relieved after expressing your worry.
